Awful!

Argh, Chelan was fun in some ways but awful in others! I cant wait to get back to school where i have a set eating schedule so i can lose the 5 lbs i will have gained by the end of this week! I cannot live without a schedule...it totally screws up my eating. I just keep reminding myself that by the end of next week my weight will be back down. and i am soooo constipated. Its awful. I have so much to say, but now i am leaving for Seattle to watch my bros state swim meet. Hopefully I'll have internet there so i can write the crap load thats been on my mind. Argh, I am soosooo fat! Just keep saying, its ok, by next weekend i will be back to normal. *sigh* i just need to get that far....
Maddi
xxx